Depressed

I'm depressed right now. I've realized that no matter what I do, nothing changes. Life is more monotonous and tedious than anyone lets on in public, or private, for that matter. Anyway, consider this a follow up to my previous post on Post College Angst.

Remember this, it is only a few that ever do anything amazing, ground-breaking and life altering. The rest of us are either following quite far behind in their shadow, or live our lives silently and quietly.

I've also realized that no matter how earth-shattering your actions, in the end, they ultimately become mundane to you. The high becomes the norm, and when you can't get any higher, the color begins to fade from everything around you. Even a step backward becomes a positive change. At least something is moving and changing.

Cheers.